Monday, May 24, 2010
What I want this week is to have this list embedded forever in my heart and my mind. I want to know it by heart, word for word, not just the general gist of things. I want this list so deeply ingrained in my mind and my thoughts, that the sheer force of gravity (and my belief in the possibility of achieving these things) will bring them to pass. I know that it will happen ... but I want it fast. I want it now. And not just to have the list ingrained, not just to have it memorized so that I can remember to work toward it and pray that it will be achieved. But I want in my mind and my heart because I want to see those things achieved and be able to praise my God for mercifully gifting me with those things. I know that He will because I believe in His promises to me ... but the waiting. So hard.